Tomorrow's Not Guaranteed

Wish I Could Stay.

2012-02-03T10:31:00.000-08:00

It's Saturday already.
Almost time to return to a place which does not belongs to me (Kuala Lumpur).
Having a really good time here. With family and friends.
I'm gonna miss everything here.

Enjoyed my time here!
Karaoke! =)

Have been thinking whether I should continue my study at MMU Melaka.
KTAR is a really good College, but KL is not my place.
More time for family and might save more money were my first thoughts.
After thorough and comprehensive thinking for a few nights.
I guess it wasn't a good idea after all.
Fees would be like 3 times more expensive and it's gonna take longer time to complete my studies.
So, I should work hard, 3 semesters left!

I'm going to SIPADAN!
can't wait! since most of my best friends are going! =)
and guess what?! I'm going to skip my classes for a week! haha!

Last but not least,
Thank you guys for another memorable holidays!

Wish you all who have your "other part" of your life = appreciate, be grateful.
Wish you all who are single = "God is busy finding someone better for us".
Wish you all who still love your ex and emo-ed whole new year (you know who you are) = Go GET HER BACK!!

Few more days to go before I go back, reluctant to, but have to. Let's enjoy to the max!

February!

2012-01-31T12:00:00.000-08:00

First day of February.
I'm staying up as ~~early~~ late as 4am to watch United match.

Had a very good January! What a month! God blessed!
I need the luck for the whole year! God please be good with me. haha!
The only bad thing happened - HARD DISK SPOILED! and there goes my pictures! T.T
and the nearest data recovery center located in Singapore! Damn!
hopefully it could be repaired! still waiting for the news! now all depends on Willy and Kit Fai! thanks for the help! =)

Well, It wasn't a good year for my grandma.
the entire family is worried about her. Just be healthy! get well soon! =)
Thanks mom. Always the best!

Love my friends! thanks for the valuable time together.
see u guys soon in summer holidays!

thanks for all the angpows!!!!! haha!!

五月天 - 星空

2012-01-30T20:10:00.000-08:00

This song sings my heart out.
How about you?

摸不到的顏色是否叫彩虹

Mo bu dao de yan se shi fou jiao cai hong

看不到的擁抱是否叫做微風

Kan bu dao de yong bao shi fou jiao zuo wei feng

一個人想著一個人是否就叫寂寞

Yi ge ren xiang zhe yi ge ren shi fou jiu jiao ji mo

命運偷走如果只留下結果

Ming yun tou zou ru guo zhi liu xia jie guo

時間偷走初衷只留下了苦衷

Shi jian tou zou chu zhong zhi liu xia le ku zhong

你來過然後你走後只留下星空

Ni lai guo ran hou ni zou hou zhi liu xia xing kong

那一年我們望著星空有那麼多的燦爛的夢

Na yi nian wo men wang zhe xing kong you na me duo de can lan de meng

以為快樂會永久像不變星空陪著我

Yi wei kuai le hui yong jiu xiang bu bian xing kong pei zhe wo

獵戶天狼織女光年外沈默

Liu hu tian lang zhi nu guang nian wai chen mo

回憶青春夢想何時偷偷隕落

Hui yi qing chun meng xiang he shi tou tou yun luo

我愛過然後我沈默人海裡漂流

Wo ai guo ran hou wo shen mo ren hai li piao liu

那一年我們望著星空未來的未來從沒想過

Na yi nian wo men wang zhe xing kong wei lai de wei lai cong mei xiang guo

當故事失去美夢美夢失去線索而我們失去聯絡

Dang gu shi shi qu mei meng mei meng shi qu xian suo er wo men shi qu lian luo

這一片無言無語星空為什麼靜靜看我淚流

Zhe yi pian wu yan wu yu xing kong wei shen me jing jing kan wo lei liu

如果你在的時候會不會伸手擁抱我

Ru guo ni zai de shi hou hui bu hui shen shou yong bao wo

細數繁星閃爍細數此生奔波

Xi shu fan xing shan shuo xi shu ci sheng ben bo

原來所有所得所獲不如一夜的星空

Yuan lai suo you suo de suo huo bu ru yi ye de xing kong

空氣中的溫柔回憶你的笑容

Kong qi zhong di wen rou hui yi ni de xiao rong

彷彿只要伸手就能觸摸

Pang fu zhi yao shen shou jiu neng chu mo

摸不到的顏色是否叫彩虹

Mo bu dao de yan se shi fou jiao cai hong

看不到的擁抱是否叫做微風

Kan bu dao de yong bao shi fou jiao zuo wei feng

一個人習慣一個人

Yi ge ren xi guan yi ge ren

這一刻獨自望著星空從前的從前從沒變過

Zhe yi ke du zi wang zhe xing kong cong qian de cong qian cong mei bian guo

寂寞可以是忍受也可以是享受享受僅有的擁有

Ji mo ke yi shi ren shou ye ke yi shi xiang shou xiang shou jin you de yong you

那一年我們望著星空有那麼多的燦爛的夢

Na yi nian wo men wang zhe xing kong you na me duo de can lan de meng

至少回憶會永久像不變星空陪著我

Zhi shao hui yi hui yong jiu xiang bu bian xing kong pei zhe wo

最後只剩下星空像不變回憶陪著我

Zui hou zhi sheng xia xing kong xiang bu bian hui yi pei zhe wo

The Stranger of My Heart

2012-01-28T06:02:00.000-08:00

It's sad when people you know become people you knew,

When you can walk right past

someone like they were

never a big part of your life,

How you used to be able to talk for hours

And how now, you can barely even look at them

After a while you learn the difference between holding a hand

& falling in love.

You begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something,

promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made

......and sometimes goodbyes really are forever..

Will Be Back!

2012-01-26T10:50:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry.
Busy house-visiting! =)

Will be back soon!

[with pictures and stories to share.]

I was really huat today! =))
Hope this luck follows me for the rest of dragon year!

Grandma, Liz and Me.
Grandma old liao. T.T

My irreplaceable assets.

Had a lot of fun with my friends!

MORE TO COME!

End of Semester 1

2012-01-11T04:51:00.000-08:00

I'm finally back, finished Semester 1 by doing badly in exam.

Have you guys ever studied like...so hard...like start studying weeks ago before the final comes..
and then... when it really comes, when you're holding the question paper, reading the questions and said to yourself...

" Damn! I did this question before! should be easy and DAMN IT! How to do it again??"

Pretty obvious here that in my last paper, I screwed up.
First time in my life I gave up in answering. I just sat there.....
Everyone was busy answering, time seems to be very insufficient to them.
To me, I have plenty of time. I looked around and said to myself, "Why this shit happen?"

Maybe the subject is hard? Stress? Not enough sleep? I forget everything I read.
To be honest....

Thank you and sorry to people who has been assisting and guiding me throughout this semester,

I just hope to pass this paper, I hope I won't let you all down.

To anyone who are still having their exams.. study smart. =) May god bless you.

Lappy, Bye.

2012-01-02T06:38:00.000-08:00

Due to intensely bored,
while everyone busy studying and preparing for finals,

I downloaded Football Manager 2012.

Consequence: I couldn't stop playing it.

My first paper comes so fast,

that it has to happen tomorrow.

So, I decided to put aside my lappy for my own good.

Wish me luck!

For?

My papers
~~and successfully get rid of my laptop.~~

You know where to find me if there's anything urgent.

Good luck Tarcians and also friends who are having exams.

Thank You 2011

2011-12-31T10:41:00.000-08:00

For all the times I had to go through the pain of losing someone I love.

For the amazing feeling of loving and being loved.

For the efforts I put in to score for exams and in the end I failed it.

For the feeling of rejected and taken for granted.

For new friendship and new perspective of life.

and for all the new changes you brought in me.

I couldn't thank you more.

Thank you for giving me a new meaning of life.

You are certainly one of the years that I am not going to forget.

New Year resolutions? Sure have.

Becoming a better person, in terms of every aspect.
Spend more time with my family.
Save more money (I'm dried)
Study hard - maybe a little bit harder.
Make sure I pass all papers.
Make more friends.
While not forgetting the old ones.
Lose weights!
Never get in love.
Appreciate.

I left most regrets, sadness and unfortunate things behind.
I look forward.
But there's one question I brought forward to this year.
What happen if the Mayan's prophecy is true?
If 2012 is the end of the world?

What I wanna say is, I've learnt to appreciate.
To be grateful for all that I have.
Things don't always work out the way we wanted.
Cherish every moment. You don't want to regret if the world really ends.
It would be too late.

The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Farewell, 2011

2011-12-30T09:31:00.000-08:00

It is (soon will be "was") not a very good year for me I must admit.

Bad things come over and over again.

Fell many times. Frankly, I guess that's why I changed.

People judged me. I know, I never blame them.

because they are not me. They don't know what I've been through.

Thanks to those people. Because of them, I know who I should value most.

I know who stays with me when everyone left. Thanks.

Failing paper because of waking up late?

Last paper, last semester. and there goes my Distinction and Scholarship.

It was a real nightmare for me.

Something unexpected, really.

It is the greatest lesson I've ever learnt.

I'm ready to take on the world

I have to accept it, I moved on.

As for people I've chose to let go.

I owe you. It wasn't an easy decision.

I hurt as much as you did.

I shed as much tears as you did.

Thank you for filling rainbows after storms.

I wish everything could turn out better.

I wish I could take away the pain.

Sometimes, I hate myself too. But I'm just, a human.

New Year! Hey, New Year is just an excuse.

To let go the regrets, forget the pains, or perhaps avoid problems.

Yes, it seems like that to me.

In my life, there's a lot do's and don't's for me.

People expect me to be who they want.

And if i failed to, what I got is criticism.

So, I'm gonna act as if I can't listen to them.

Live the life I want.

Hey, this is my life. God gave you one.

Why bother about mine when yours are as bad as mine?

I fell, each time. But, never down, never defeated.

Will never be! And I'll come back stronger.

I will make 2012 better. Nothing gonna stop me.

Let's bid 2011 farewell, and with both hands, Welcome 2012!